enigmaticbastard

This is how I'd say how I feel: I've run all the circles and checked my madness at the door There is no life or breath or beating heart for me but yours The water flows and time is still and the flowers wait for blood spill Anything lost is only gain if it is time spent in your eyes and arms But cut me down now because we can't believe what it means Everything went wrong and I failed to breathe and I beg forgiveness for my sins I saw you high on mountains, spinning in fields and dancing on the ocean I saw you see these things and set a sight on them for inspiration Now I see myself and beg for a god and your forgiveness or d

This occurred a midst an acid flashback today. You broke me. you broke me beyond repair and now I'm reduced to being a mere human. Before you I could quit anything and walk away or do anything I wanted without feeling an emotional connection. I thought I had figured things out... I thought I knew what I wanted to do with my life, at least in a general sense. Now everything is gone. Like it was a page in a journal and it was a mistake that needed tossed out with the rest of the shit... This has only left me knowing that I want to change but clueless as to what I want to change and why. I have no direction and  no drive... Even my rationality h

Lets get together & burn down the internet.